The Deeper Well of Contentment

I’ve been in a funky spot lately. I don’t know where I’m growing right now. I feel contention inside of my heart and soul, but I don’t know how to pinpoint it. I do believe I should cultivate a deeper well from within, but I don’t know what that well looks like.

I feel like I need more revelation that pushes me forward and unlocks greater understanding. There’s more to what I am feeling and I need to see it.

I believe I need a deeper deposit of peace inside of me.

I can’t go forward without a deeper deposit of peace. I have to turn the noise projected at my soul down. I have to turn it down so low that it doesn’t affect my mind at all. Right now, my soul feels so fixated on all of the things I’m not accomplishing or haven’t accomplished yet. It’s challenging. It’s hard. I don’t like the way that I feel because of the noise.

I desire to feel content.

Holy Spirit says, “Contentment comes when you choose to turn the noise down. You weren’t created to covet at all. That’s not how I made you. I made you to dwell with me, and in that dwelling you find contentment. It’s a deep, deep reality… Discovering contentment and satisfaction in the inner worlds of your being.

Amanda, the contentment you desire streams from a level of peace that you do not know yet. It’s hidden deep within me and you are going to have to search out my heart in order to discover it.

The noise in your head and heart will remain loud until you find this deeper level of intimacy in me. You will need it for where you are going next.

Right now, you don’t desire a life centered on the fluff and stuff of the 3D realm; however, there is still a pull from a frequency that won’t allow you to attach yourself to a deeper level of peace. You must disconnect yourself from this frequency that’s causing you to covet and feel inadequate, and then attach yourself to this deeper level of peace.

I hear you late at night in your thoughts… your soul is trying to figure out what next is because you want some kind of control over where your future is headed.

But I need you to stop. I need you to trust me. I need you to follow me into the next. I need you to cultivate a heart and soul centered on contentment. Not settling. But becoming content with the life I have supplied you with.

In the past, we’ve talked where you find satisfaction and contentment; and, you did grow deeper in those moments, but this is a deeper well for you to pull on. I need you to go deeper. To find deeper contentment and satisfaction in the things of me.”

I asked, “What does deeper even look like?” Holy Spirit said, “Deeper is focusing on the goodness I have provided you with. Often, you find yourself skipping days, weeks, months, and years ahead into your life. You live from those places in your mind, dwelling on being there. I didn’t create today for you to live in tomorrow. Be content with where I have brought you today and have faith and expectation that I am bringing you into tomorrow with ease.

Amanda, I have good things lined up for you, and though it can be challenging to deal with the warfare that surrounds a lot of what you are pursuing, it is still good.

Stop watching others. Stop focusing on the goodness I’ve placed inside of someone else’s life. That’s on their timeline of life. It’s different than yours.

Contentment with the goodness I have sewn into your life needs to blossom in you quickly right now. I need a manifestation of it quickly. You cannot stay in the place you are in. You have to turn down the noise and focus in on the goodness flowing from my hands into your life.”

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I have to admit, going deeper in this area feels like an annoyance to my soul. However, my soul is also very exhausted with the narratives that it continues to dwell on. These narratives aren’t life giving. They just cause my being to feel low and anxious. The anxiety wells up in me and overwhelms my heart.

I know anxiety isn’t the path Holy Spirit is leading me down. He would never lead me into darkness. So, I have to trust him when he says, “Cultivate a deeper well of contentment in the goodness I am supplying you with. From there, peace will blossom like an ever-growing tree of life.”

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