The Dark Crevices of My Heart
I asked Holy Spirit to comb through the dark crevices of my heart. I asked Him to search my heart out and find the places where mindsets,...
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Amanda Winder
- Nov 10, 2022
- 4 min
Stolen Seeds of Hope
My father died in a rather dramatic form with my mother, sister and grandparents standing in the room. Before he passed, my grandfather...
Amanda Winder
- Nov 3, 2022
- 3 min
The Resistance & Hope
When I was 19-years-old, Holy Spirit taught me the importance of asking a question. He would say, “Toss your question out into the...
Amanda Winder
- Dec 14, 2021
- 3 min
Division
About a month ago, I was speaking with one of my angels. I saw him walking in the distance from a field. He came closer with a scroll. He...
Amanda Winder
- Sep 29, 2021
- 3 min
Locked Out!
Remember the violent spiritual behavior I shared with you last week? Remember how I said Holy Spirit said, “Do not buy what he is selling...
Amanda Winder
- Sep 21, 2021
- 3 min
Violence
The past three days or so I've felt a growing sense of violence surrounding me. Like I can’t breathe because I feel an extreme measure of...
Amanda Winder
- Aug 26, 2021
- 4 min
Get Up!
Saturday, I flew home to NYC as the first outer bands of Hurricane Henri made landfall. About 15 minutes before we landed, my sister...
Amanda Winder
- Mar 15, 2021
- 3 min
The Languishing Leviathan
It’s been a full decade since I was awakened to real, true evil and darkness… As I leaned over the hospital bed to pray for my frail...
Amanda Winder
- Sep 15, 2020
- 2 min
The Thrill of Peace
You might oppose me when saying this… But there’s something so thrilling about darkness. Yes, it’s uncomfortable and intolerable. Of...
Amanda Winder
- Sep 1, 2020
- 2 min
Two Trees
I left social media. I didn’t deactivate my accounts, but I left… Promising myself I would return when I felt I could consume without...
Amanda Winder
- Aug 25, 2020
- 2 min
Demonic Occupancy
Remember the anger and disappointment I told you about in my last writing? Oh you know… The anger and disappointment that were consuming...
Amanda Winder
- Mar 25, 2020
- 1 min
Breathless?
Are you breathing? I know… It sounds like a silly thing to ask. Because if you’re reading this right now, you are obviously alive and...
Amanda Winder
- Mar 4, 2020
- 1 min
Disrespected and Devalued
“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away...
Amanda Winder
- Jan 23, 2020
- 2 min
Sharp Objects
I had a dream about a month ago… I was standing in my living room and from the kitchen a dark figure was standing at my counter throwing...
Amanda Winder
- Jun 2, 2019
- 2 min
Year Five
Five years ago today I watched my dad take his last breath. All in one moment the reality of death made his appearance in my life. You...
Amanda Winder
- Jan 22, 2019
- 1 min
Do You Feel It?
It’s getting really rough out there… Do you feel it? Can you sense it? Is your mind and spirit comprehending what’s happening, or are you...
Amanda Winder
- Nov 16, 2018
- 2 min
Thanks Death
I’m not one to wallow and get down about life and what I’ve lost, but lately I’ve found myself missing my dad more than I can explain....
Amanda Winder
- Nov 5, 2018
- 2 min
When the War Wages
Do you ever feel like your mind… that your soul is being completely assaulted? Yeah… That’s where I’ve been for at least three weeks now....
Amanda Winder
- Oct 27, 2018
- 1 min
Spiritual Warfare
When I was a kid I always thought spiritual warfare was this thing that was over when the war was won. And while that’s true, I never...
Amanda Winder
- Aug 19, 2018
- 2 min
Just a Prince
Yesterday I was on the train heading uptown to SoHo… My stop, “Prince Street.” Right before the train came to a stop, a new thought...
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