Vibing with Death

A few weeks ago, I wrote a blog that gave you an inner look at my struggle with contentment. I told you how I don’t feel content in life right now, but I long to feel it. I explained that I need to cultivate a deeper level of peace inside of me. I also shared that Holy Spirit made it clear that there is a frequency within me that will not allow me to connect to this deeper level of peace.

After sharing the blog, I pressed in deeper to find an applicable solution for my lack of contentment. In the pressing, I’ve discovered the frequency Holy Spirit spoke of is a vibration of energy troubling my heart.

Since we are a spirit, with a soul and a heart inside of a body, we are dwelling in multiple realms and dimensions at once. Our entire being is present in more than one place at a time. (The spirit positioned in heavenly realms, while the body is in earthly realms). In the vastness of who we are, there are vibrations or wave lengths that reach out and touch us. Whether it’s the spirit, soul, heart, and/or body, we experience vibration from all things (seen and unseen) that have energy when we come in contact with them.

Last week, Holy Spirit said, “You are struggling to align with contentment and peace because of a vibration of death wrapped around your heart realm.”

He then broke it down for me like this…

He said, “Think of your dad for a moment. His death signifies absence inside of you. You don’t have his love here in the earth realm anymore. You are absent of it. It’s voided to you. It’s sad. It hurts. It pulls you down in moments of reflection and causes you pain. There is a vibration inside of you that says, ‘I am without him. I am without the love, protection, and provision I once received from my father. My being is out of alignment because he should be here.’

In the same way, the vibration of death you are experiencing is saying the same thing to you. You can feel wave lengths of absence that radiate out towards you. They pull your being down because they cause you to focus on lack. On absence and void. They say, ‘If you only had this thing, life would be better. It would be fuller and more complete.’

This vibration, it is coming from the kingdom of darkness. It is deeply embedded within the world you dwell with. It is weaved inside of the culture you are a part of. When you open social media, turn on a television, pick up your phone to read an article, listen to music, or even converse with others, you can feel the vibration of absence. It is present. It is real. It is alive. The kingdom of darkness has sewn it into the world you engage with.

You are not designed to dwell with absence. You are designed to dwell with presence.

Absence signifies death. Presence signifies life. A vessel containing absence in an area isn’t containing presence. Absence is void of presence. When you say, ‘That thing is dead. You are saying it is no longer carrying the presence it once was. That ‘thing’ is absent of presence.

You are struggling inside right now because a wave length is telling you that your life is dying because it has absence. It is a lie though. Your life is actually full of presence. Your life isn’t void or dead because you don’t have the things you desire in this very moment.

This is the danger of encountering anything with energy and vibration. You come in contact with so many types of vibrations in the world. Not all of them are aiming to lift you up and cause you to focus on life. Lots of them keep you down and focused on death… focused on absence… focused on lack. They pull you into bitterness, comparison, envy, and jealousy. Joy cannot dwell peacefully in that reality.

Amanda, even in the garden, Eve experienced the vibration you are experiencing now. She felt the wave length of death wrap around her heart, leading her to believe she was absent of something. She chose to believe she didn’t have the full measure of presence that she needed in that moment. As if God was keeping something from her, which he was not. He was giving her the full abundance of his presence that she needed in that moment to go forward.

This deadly vibration wants you to dwell with it. It enjoys when you lean on it and then focus on hope differed.

You need to work with me remove it.

The wave lengths from this vibration are wrapped around your heart realm, impacting your entire being. With it wrapped around your heart realm, it can dilute what is coming out of your human spirit. It can begin to twist things, causing your soul and body to feel a lack of contentment.

It’s also important for you to see this is a larger reality than a ‘lie.’ In some circles, people will call this vibration a lie. Saying it’s a ‘lie’ would be like saying, ‘she is a body.’ You are a body, but there is much more than just the body. The body is what is forward facing in the 3D world, just like a lie is what is forward facing in the culture.

And while it does resemble a lie and can come off as a lie, marking it as a lie doesn’t defeat it. Defeating it is understanding the way it is crafted so then you may dismantle the entire vibration and all of its wave lengths, even its frequency.

You need to get to the root of the design of a lie, which is energy, vibration, wave length, and frequency. Then you can dismantle it inside of yourself in a full way. You can scrape the remnants of it so that nothing remains. You can also then learn how to protect yourself in the future.”

I asked, “What will happen after it’s dismantled?” Holy Spirit said, “You will be able to focus on presence over absence. You will be able to truly cultivate a deeper level of the peace and contentment you are longing for.”

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Because this conversation with Holy Spirit is new, I’ve really allowed my soul time to process his wisdom and understanding. I haven’t questioned him too deeply yet on dismantling and removing the vibration and frequency. I have taken a few steps, but they are only a few. I know more is to come as I move forward and understand more.

In this moment though, I would ask, do you have a challenging time accessing deeper levels of peace and contentment? If so, do you feel that a vibration of death is wrapped around your heart realm too? If the answer is ‘yes’ to both, would you be willing to journey down the path of removing it and allowing angels to dismantle it so that you can go forward and flourish in the fullness of peace and contentment stored up for you?

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