
My relationship with hope is getting stronger. I have to admit, I’ve done a better job this week speaking out, “I expect _______.” Rather than just carelessly using the word hope without the intent of expectancy behind it.
I believe the change in the intention of my speech really comes down to the focus I’ve placed on my heart realm. I keep reminding the eyes of my heart to “look up!” The eyes of my heart must become enlightened to the hope I’ve been asked to grow into.
As the eyes of my heart get a firmer grasp of the hope I am growing into, I’ve noticed something. My soul isn’t the only one challenged in the area of hope.
At the end of 2022, I learned my soul was deficient in hope. Through a process, Holy Spirit helped me gain my seeds of hope back. He helped me plant what was stolen back inside of the foundation of my heart. After that, I felt relief. I felt my being regain focus in areas where it had been out of alignment since my father’s death in 2014. My expectancy for the manifestation of glory was reestablished inside of my heart and soul.
However, at the end of 2023, I discovered that my spirit was deficient in hope too. She had been severely disappointed and didn’t know how to expect more. With the help of Holy Spirit and Jesus, she started to gain healing and freedom; however, there has still been this persistent frustration with the past inside of her that doesn’t seem to go away. She is challenged with expecting more in terms of the way Holy Spirit is growing Cultivate Life. She believes for more. She trusts and has the faith, but she, like my soul, struggles with expectation.
I’ve had long conversations with my spirit about this. I can see why she has trouble expecting. In another age, she was deeply disappointed because something she painstakingly created didn’t come to pass the way it was intended to. I am trying to help her heal and gain the expectancy she needs to go forward.
She, like my soul, needed her seeds of hope back too. Once I learned how her seeds of hope were stolen from her, I began to realize, it wasn’t just seeds that were stolen. She has an entire realm of hope that surrounds her. This realm had been decimated. Large root systems that make up my spirit’s system of expectancy were removed and taken somewhere else in the spirit. The kingdom of darkness really pilfered this realm that belongs to my spirit.
After learning this, I knew Holy Spirit revealed it because my entire being needed this rectified and restored so I could go forward. So, I opened a court case in the courts of heaven and followed what Holy Spirit revealed to me about the way my realm of hope was robbed from.
Right now, I understand that seeds of hope are planted in the bedrock of the heart. The heart is the middle ground of our being. It is shared by the spirit, soul, and body. There is a larger, more encompassing reality in all of this though. The human spirit has a realm (one of many) it dwells with. This realm is the realm of hope. I could see in the spirit that there is an all-encompassing realm of hope, but then there are also individual realms of hope assigned to each one of us.
The ones assigned to each of us are vital for life for our refinement, development, growth, and maturity. We must have this realm in full-functioning capacity to bring forth the manifestation of glory in the earth realm. If we cannot fully expect, we cannot fully manifest.
I can also see more of a purpose behind Satan stealing hope and decimating each realm of hope. Hope (by Holy Spirit’s definition) is the expectancy for future essence or light-wave frequency. If Satan can steal our hope and decimate each realm we dwell with, well then, we will not expect a brighter world. Sure, we will believe for it. We will have faith until we are blue in the face for it, but we will not expect it. We must fully expect to gain the power to fully manifest.
So, I know this is stretchy, but I want to encourage you to inspect your spirit’s realm of hope. Once you step into the spirit and look around, what do you see? Is the realm intact or is it decimated like mine was? If you find destruction and decimation, ask Holy Spirit to lead you to the courts of heaven so that you can begin to repair it. If you don’t know how to do that, please reach out to me so that I can help you gain the repairs it needs. Remember, we cannot fully manifest glory if we do not fully expect.
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I sincerely appreciate your heart and your expressing so we can observe your thoughts and insights! Blessings be your my friend!